My first lesson of life

She did nothing,but she definitely put a hole in me. She often fires me with the best gun,so that I will survive even after.
Thanks to her.
She cares me much.

Tears have filled in my eyes when I am typing this,but if you ask me a 'why?' I will simply say 'why a why?'
Also I realized that ,crying I the only tribute you can ever give a person.

I felt that none was good but every one is. This is the day,I again became selfish for myself. Can you believe? I am selfish to myself and jealous about myself being myself.

I have learned a lot from her. Each thoughts,each words,each things. Speaking over a joyous moment may flatter her well 😆

I am hopeful that she won't see this. I too don't want to le the know that,I care for her.

Miss you much,
Everytime.

WannaCry

Haahahaha.. At last brainy people utilized the NSA and became the king.
Sad that they have no other ways other than to ask ransom from common people,still its. Big blow to the national cyber security. Pity on foolish govts,for not employing programming brains to do the job.

There must be a nobel equivalent prize for this too. Programming viruses. Most of the viruses needs to be more and more powerful as time slips. Isn't it? So the brain work too.

Anyway...it will be nice to meet a virus maker one day and have a conversation about his thoughts...

@peechi dam ,today

Finally amazon granted

Amazon have granted me CPM publisher access. Happy 😉

Letters to juliet

Not In a good mood. Like every morning at home, pretty same.

When my brother switched the television ON,he was watching Rock's Hercules. Hmm,sounds great and for an epic lover,awesome.

Fortunately,don't remember the channel but a movie came in, letters to Juliet. The movie is dealing with the letters send between Juliet and Claire. I have seen the full movie.
The actress is regularly like most of the American idol of lead lady,or the pretty nazi look : Blonde , yellow eyes,shorts with enough cleavage to attract the male'ority' viewers. Seems not bad.

The movie is nothing but simple romantic story. Clips recorded in vintage and classical mood,with classic bgms.

I felt the movie ,literally the part I saw,as a breathful walk in a lonely silent park in an evening.
To be precise,I felt a small satisfaction of happiness. Not that much,but little more.

I have only felt that much happiness and greater satisfaction when I watched 'Shawshank Redemption'
What a classic.

If ever anyone is reading this,must see those both movies.

Cyber warfare

A cyber warfare is not away. I don't know how will it affect on the digitalized centralization of Aadhar in India. It will make people vulnerable,all over the Globe.
With this current security level in India.

People's hope

I strictly disagree with Buddha for that the said desires are the cause of all sufferings.
If desires weren't there,there won't be any hope. Without hope how do civilized humans live daily? Without enjoyment? Without happiness? Without smiling?
Not neglecting the suffering groups of mankind,but it doesn't feel good.

Watch if you want

How my table looks like

Well,I am too lazy to be normal and tidy

Chhattisgarh

Somebody was given to be killed by the govt,so that they can boast nationalism and colonialise the citizens who have never been into such brutal realities.

Great way of development.

Bharath have just became the land of bharatha, not us...simebidy named bharatha (now it is so.e organisations,popularly known as government)

So sad,that I can't find a middle finger icon to show my gratitude towards the media,govt and the CITYzens.

Something

Something have got me. Some weird pictures.

Star spectrum shows the ascending,why not include that to my star plane experiment? We could check out the planar ascend pathway.

Planar ascend of different triplets can gives us a weird picture of ascent,which will eventually give us the total picture of our farthest visibility.

May be,the trajectory of ascent could define our time.

Remembrance

I can't remember many things.
Things I have studied for hours,lovingly.
Things my friends have told me, which I listened clearly.
Things I have read,Things I want to remember.

But I always remember whatever I have seen.

By that I believe I don't have any memory problem.
May be I am more careless,or I haven't really looking for the things which will make me remember something.

Any way,am glad that,my memory still have enough space.

Hear it without seeing

How will be it to be hear a day without seeing it?
Use a strip,tie above your eyes and keep it for a full day.
Experience the life of a blind person.
Just a single day will be enough for you to get your sixth sense of observation and wisdom.

To my singular comrade

Yes, I mentioned you in the title.
You are not a friend of mine,but more than that. Because I am opening my heart to speak. Only you can see it.read it.understand it. So you are my comrade.

I want to sleep,but I don't want.
I want to see you,but I don't want.
I want to talk with you,but I don't want.
I want to go for a walk with you,but I don't want.
Lets go somewhere quite and scream aloud,but I don't want to.
But I want them all when I dont want to want them.

Somebody help

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